read, so you'll know the content of hearts and feelings during this. addressed to, Lale ..

why should he?

why should he who is in a dream I was at that time? 
there are many other men, why should he?
because he's so far I'll go mad.
I love it now. and ambition to pursue them.

so now why should I love him so much?
I differ with him, god ..
very difficult to me to get it.
but, that's trustworthy ..
and very heavy if I did not do it.

This is very difficult. more difficult than do math.
I love him now.
but, the core of everything ..
an awful lot like it, especially the ladies.
oh no, it makes me very pessimistic and increasingly desperate. 
but, what happened later when I was desperate and no longer will this continue? 
I would really regret. because removing the people I love before I get it.

"God, if he were mine. Then join me with him. Make him love me what it is. 
But if not .. I know this is the best way. 
But I love him so much, god .. please help me, make him know I was feeling. 
Then join him with I, amin ... "